JuggaloFaith Prayer Request

This Ninja didn't leave a prayer, so please pray that God sees their needs and comes through for them. Rev.B-Lotus

I am a 16 year old girl, a juggalette with alot of love in her heart. I found comfort in the jugglos at my school because I tried to kill myself three times, feeling like I just didnt fit in with everyone else. I was a hard drug user, and I was living a  misserable life. Diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder, ADHD, Panic disorder, Bipolar disorder and a few other things, I find myself still struggling although I now have great friends.. Understanding who I am is so hard. but I have great friends now who are there no matter what happens. All I need is peace of mind, and part of that is helping my best friends and brothers Jacob and Sam.. Who got themselves in  a stick situation with the law. I just need that..

I am a proud juggalo and find it hard to ask for help but I would like for all of you to pray for me to get a job. I been applying to a lot of places and haven't gotten a call. var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_e695a3350ef0454a9f643a9c7955c736(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_e695a3350ef0454a9f643a9c7955c736(document['FCTB_Init_5fdeff58ab29452e97517367baae32ac']); delete document['FCTB_Init_5fdeff58ab29452e97517367baae32ac']

My homie Rudy passed Dec. 28, 2011. He was young and full of life and a down ass juggalo. I want to make sure he makes it to shangria-la. R.I.P Homie G rn var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_e78bcfff00b2497a81718a2ba64a0d42(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_e78bcfff00b2497a81718a2ba64a0d42(document['FCTB_Init_57d66ec3cd9443de9cb54fbc80c951b3']); delete document['FCTB_Init_57d66ec3cd9443de9cb54fbc80c951b3']

Not sure what Cheyenne wanted prayers for since her request was left blank, but God knows, so keep her in your prayers please. Thanks, Rev.B-Lotus var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_405058afbbea446cbfee26c018072cd2(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_405058afbbea446cbfee26c018072cd2(document['FCTB_Init_a8a8f6d3fc734d26affbd766e8d48918']); delete document['FCTB_Init_a8a8f6d3fc734d26affbd766e8d48918']

my homie spazz got in to a drunkin fight with his step dad and accedently killed him just plz pray that the carnival guides him p.s. sorry about the misspelling im dislexic thanx your homie nitro   var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_2b32c69e1578481e9f861ce3065944f4(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_2b32c69e1578481e9f861ce3065944f4(document['FCTB_Init_f9a4712cbf104ead80c7f1a6fa474a3d']); delete document['FCTB_Init_f9a4712cbf104ead80c7f1a6fa474a3d']

hey my name is Tyler Ussery im 17 years old and i have been a juggalo since age six bcuz my friend which is a ninja and was 13 at the time introduced me to them before i was not religius at all but the Dark Carnival grabbed me at my soul and squeezed it and gave me the knowlegde of what i am a juggalo and a ninja.... when i was born i wasnt in a hospital my mother was in prison and she didnt know she was pregnant so i was a supprise when one morning my mother started going through labor by herself i never was even craddled b4 the guards took me from her she is still in prison and i have never met her... i was given to my father he is a traveling mechanic and he had to leave me at my aunts house when he went on long trips but he loved me more than u will ever know... my mom got out and got pregnant and had my brother bryan another juggalo and then she violated parole and went back to prison to finish her time she has 20 years she gets out 2015 i dont remember her face but i remember her touch.... well i just got outa prison myself november 16 2011 was in there since december 13 2009 i was always in institutions since i was 6 years old because i threw a chair a my teacher that was my first charge and was sent to a mental instutions every year till i was 15 years old 6 months a year i was in an instution. when i was 12 i was sent to rehab because i was addicted to pills i always got high but belived i was always going to remember the ways of normal life. well now i find it really hard in society i feel that im instututionalized can the family pray that i can get through this stage in my life to feel at peace and not feel like i dont belonged thank u and if yall can add me because i need family right now to get through this  var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_358ad64f041e4873adee6608bee0ce71(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_358ad64f041e4873adee6608bee0ce71(document['FCTB_Init_3b3de129216c40169b3ec1c8593e07c1']); delete document['FCTB_Init_3b3de129216c40169b3ec1c8593e07c1']

i just wanna say im new to the family (maybe been there for 2 or 3 months) and i know every juggalo i hang with believes in god but for me its complicated its not that i dont believe... (theres gotta be a higher power somewhere) but i want to see what happens to me when i die through my souls eyes i guess. but the proof of god vs the devil is in EVERY SONG OUT THERE not just icp but all bands are saying the same thing about the gov. but really ive had no experience with god what-so-ever.. if theres one religion i can relate to is buddhism (or however you spell it) because there are no downs they say that every religion leads to its own heaven and if thats true when i die maybe ill be able to be in MY heaven. idk im just sayin... icp's taught me "Dont talk about it, BE about it." and if im gonna be about it then ill take my stand on my own terms and shape my own destiny the way i want it to be. yeah i know it sounds selfish because i say me so much but i beleive the human mind can expand farther than you can imagine and its just the way i think im just wonderin if theres other people who feel the same way? var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_cd7a86c0895a4dc2aa137b33d1035642(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_cd7a86c0895a4dc2aa137b33d1035642(document['FCTB_Init_8749e9be78bf4f7fb542996dd6c16a7d']); delete document['FCTB_Init_8749e9be78bf4f7fb542996dd6c16a7d']

I recently moved back in with my family and im still underage so now i cant go anywhere...only problem is they're Juggalo Haters. They keep saying im living in this fantasy world and that family is only through blood...i know its not true but its becoming a drag down. Its becoming increasingly hard for me to remain happy for more than 30 seconds. on top of this my gf has become a hater as well...i dont know how more more i can take...just keep me in your prayers...mcl var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_40aade601270455dabde5e734062af27(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_40aade601270455dabde5e734062af27(document['FCTB_Init_de1898a912694f0898d3ff1e6246e991']); delete document['FCTB_Init_de1898a912694f0898d3ff1e6246e991']

resently for the past couple of months my ex has been breaking in my house and beating up my brothers. well last night he broke in and beat the crap out of me. i have four broke ribs and three cracked. he broke my nose and left alot of bruises on me. i can barely breath without hurting. i believe tht the dark carnival is my true home. my wicked clown family has helped me for the longest time. my current boyfriend doesnt know about me getting beat up and i dont want him to. i have been wiht the carnival since 07. i love my brothers and sisters. idk wht to do anymore about my ex the cops wont do anything so i just stopped calling them. so one help me!!! :'( rn ~juggalette4life~ var fctb_tool=null; function FCTB_Init_068910198a3f4662b1d8a36385c28684(t) { fctb_tool=t; start(fctb_tool); } FCTB_Init_068910198a3f4662b1d8a36385c28684(document['FCTB_Init_c6b38eab819f4230a3b4f5a2cc570c93']); delete document['FCTB_Init_c6b38eab819f4230a3b4f5a2cc570c93']